Internet dating

Well that guy I thought was so sweet?  Not so sweet more weird.   Things were going great we were getting along so well.  Always laughing and talking.  Things were hotting up and we couldn't wait to meet.  We talked about everything, including sex.   I was turned on by him more than I thought was posible.  We even had phone sex.  (A first for me)  I felt so alive and cared about.  I was hopeful about the future.  Not expecting love but knowing that I was getting closer to a great guy who was wanting to be with me.

 Yesterday it all turned to shit. 

 The day started great.  I was feeling good and knew that I would hear from him again.  He txt me and told me how wonderful it was to wake up to look at a picture of me and we discussed when he was come to meet me. We started making plans and discussing details.  After about 10 wonderful txt he all of a sudden started getting nasty.  He asked me to send him a photo of all of me.  When I told him that I didn't feel comfortable with that and that I wanted to have some class.  He then txt that if I had class I would have not said the things we said and I would have left him to wonder about my thoughts. 

We had been talking for 2 weeks and things were getting hot and we were getting closer so naturally I was loosening up and relaxing in his company.  He also said and did things and chased me and flirted and made me feel like he wanted to take things to the next level. 

I was dumbfounded that he could say that.  There were no signs, no inclination that this could happen.  When we spoke there was nothing but laughter and caring in his voice.  2 seconds before we were laughing and having a good time. Things then got worse and nastier.  The final txt I sent him was that we were adults and not kids and it was fun to know him.  He didn't agree.  Needless to say I was shocked and don't know if I want to do the internet thing again.  I was really weary to begin with and had not said yes to  get to know anyone else but felt a connection with him.  We didn't just talk on the internet but on the phone and he rang me every night.  We became friends on facebook.  I let my guard down and started to enjoy the attention of the opposite sex.  He knew that I wanted to take things slowly and that my kids were my first priority.  When things got nasty he made it seem like I was playing him  and acted like he was a jilted partner.  I still don't understand.  I have gone over all our conversations and txts and I cannot see any problem with any of them or why he would act like that except for the fact that I didn't want to send a naked photo of me over the net.  I don't know if I can let my guard down like that again.  I'm not stupid and I knew what I was getting into, but I did not expect things to snap so fast.  I hope that one day I will meet someone who will understand me make me laugh, turn me on and not turn into a jerk.  I don't know how this is going to happen or when, but I hope it does.  At the moment I just feel empty, lost and alone...................... 

Has anyone else had this problem?



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